oh my boss......

i jus hate it when my boss askin to havin discussion becoz end up wit the discussion for sure he will talk about the office politic, boss do u realize that u r actin, do u realize dat u only pretending...i really hate when he start talkin about office politic.....he jus suka ati tembak people from blakang & 2day i nearly wan to shout one of the exec....when the boss is askin he sumthin, he only know to blame other people, jus imagine when my boss said...i ask u to find the document "DID U FOUND IT"...n then the exec answered the boss like this, "bos not u ask me to find it, the "A" person ask me to find it, he said he ody file it"...n then i look at the exec ufiercely...becoz the boss is askin him, but the way he answered the boss jus like blamming this "A" person, not logic at all.....n i realize watever the boss ask him, he will not answered the question at all, he only keep blamming other people, i really dun like this situation at all when havin the discussion, for avoiding to slap sumbody, i jus went out from the boss room, becoz i really canot tahan people back stabbin other, yeshhh i noe is rude but to avoid from slapin the exec its better jus goin outside like dat.... my advise for those is BOSS, pls lar..pls lar....u only can act in the office as a boss, but at outside u jus an ordinary people, jus imagine when u doin sumthing bad, back stabbin or watever, when u r pension, for sure ur staff WILL NOT go n attend ur function, and ur staff will not helping u when u havin problem, so for all the bossess outside there, pls apperciate with u staff, treat them as u fren, coz we only live for once, jus imagine when u r dead, no one will come n give u last respect, how sad would u be if u watchin thr....jus think about it

lazy bloggin

my sis always called me n askin y not updated ur blog...well here is the answer..im lazy...no time...bz dattin...hurmmm wat more.....but here's come another problem dat i got time to go n have a read others people blog..weird is it.....hehhehe..
for this posts, i jus wana share more bout one of my fren...she's damn pretty but no brain..weird huh...meaning no brain here is not that she is stupid, she's gud for her study, excellent result...bla2 watever lar....but this gurl, very geram when talkin about her, she is heat2 chicken shit type (i mean very over the heat lar)..(hangat2 taik ayam in malay)...everytime when she ask to go out, for sure i will say yesh n we make it as an appointment, but the problem here is she is dun dare to pick my phone during our appointment date, damn lar...i dunno wat is the problem, if cannot go out jus pick up the phone my dear and jus say cannot make it...not one or twice she have doin me like this, end up i jus make her as my lost contact fren....i remember when she is having problem wit his bf, she's call me say wan end up her's life lar watever lar, i shouted at her stop doin like dat, for stoppin her doin stupid things, i told her come gurl we go hang out sum where, she's agreed and we called one of our fren , where this our fren oso in luv wit this gurl and jus agreed so he dun care how far is the distance among him, me n oso this gurl house..on his way goin my home, my house very far u noe, from KK to papar, imagine lar...ok on his way to my house this guy called me, to prepare and called the gurl to wait us, so i called n called n called n called n called n called this gurl, she's didnt pick up the phone, so i called the guy, told him dat this gurl is not goin man, she's didnt pick up my phone, and this guy shouted at me "kamurang nie kasi susa sy sj bilang mau pg knapa sy on the way suda baru ckp ndak jadi"...wat can i do is just diam2 n let the guy shouted at me..hurmmmm, this is becoz of this gurl lar....another story is this gurl called me month ago, suddenly lar, ask me to go out, n this tym im not gonna be stupid any longer, i jus straight to the point told her, "ko slalu ckp kluar tp ndak jg ko kluar last2...ko bg sy num ko, sy kasi confirm lar klau mau kluar ar..the gurl jus laugh n give me this alasan, "ala siou chell hp sy low bat", n i answered her "hurm teda kaitan ba kan klau mau number sm hp low bat, bukan hp ko ndak bleh charge kan"... the gurl kept quiet..so at last i didnt get her mobile num oso...n for confirmation for goin out dat nyte, i called to her office, wah lao she is the receptionist cum admin n person in charge pick up the phone, when she pick n heard my voice, she directly hang the phone, very rude lar gurl,, so i called her second tym, this time her fren pick n like they already discuss, her fren told me she's in the toilet..since that case, i really fed up with the beauty without brain gurl...i made my mind to lost contact wit her...i really hope u readin this gurl, FYI nex tym i will not entertain any of ur call..adios amigos my little rude n bauty without brain gurl....

my lepak place

guess whr is it...when i get bored i always wastin my time here.....sittin alone n dreamin to be rich one day..(i hope)


while dreamin, i could deeply felt that im rich bcoz of this thing always bring sumthin smell good...can u guess it whr am i now...

yeshhhhhhh....im here



ahhahahhahahha.......my lepak place....sumtime when i get bored...i could sleep at here even can 'poo poo' here almost 1 hour..kekkekek..my boss tot im doin filling but narghhh.........my sleepin place of coz be here..............



ahhhhhhhh tat blue color usually i dun touch lar but the toilet bowl...1 step close the top cover n then of coz doin my job sleepin...

p\s....if u wan to try can but makesure u have 2 wash ur face before goin out from toilet........

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hurmmmm..i tot after changing new enviroment of workin place could change..darnnn but not, yeahh its good working wit this company, no works to do since my 1st day until end of month, darnnn mkn gaji buta lar kita ckp....i gettin bored for workin this company, from HOD to the Exec, all them i dunno wat to say, keep bz doin their things, but they didnt see me they sittin borin and dunno wat to do,duhhhh, i keep askin them is thr i can help, alway say "NO".......sumtym i go to the toilet n get a nap thr...hehheheh :)).....sumtym at toilet i will spend 30 minutes to take my nap thr....dun worry lar dat company toilet is clean no man allowed to go thr....hehehhe
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You are always.....In Our Memory....

i still remember when i was 13 to 15 years, with the look of me are nerdy....ugly....and no guys will approach me as HIS boyfriend.....yeahhh,who doesnt admit will jealous lookin to our fren dating in the school...that tym i really lack of confident (coz i noe im ugly), and only dreaming having bf.....lucky my brother, change me....(not really like cinderella story suddenly change all of me)...my Brother change me by stepping...wat i mean is from using spectacles to lenses...when me ages of 16 years, i started using contact lense...wat can i say is my brother really interested wit beauty....he change me a lot, he teach me how to shape my eyebrow..and i told u it is really..wat we call magic...i look very different...and from there i learn to communicate with people surrounding me.....and i still remember he ask me to join beauty pegeant, we called at Sabah..Unduk Ngadau...not joining big event beauty pegeant arrr..only kampung2 1, it is really funny coz i really dunno how to walk...how to talk and how to attract audience....but i wat i can told u....i never look at the audience...i just look at the floor when is my turn to cat walk..ya lar..1st tym, im scared ma....and my brother mara me, coz not doin good perfomance...betul2 malu lar me at dat tym....10 of participant, i got no.8..hahhahahaaahhahahhaaha :))...not bad lar..1st tym ma..at least i have present to take...hehheheh....slowly...my brother learn how to make up...doin hair..all dat..without attend any courses, because most of his fren are make up artist, so he can learn from there, i still remember last year 2007, i join one of this Raz Ma Tazz, miss petite, my brother really2 work hard for me for this event, he doin all the hair, make up..i really luv it coz i really luk different, damn very tired for this event, because this event have 3 heats, i remember when im in the 1 st heat, i almost didnt manage to 2nd heat, lucky im wearing Mr. Martin Buguk(really proud to said his name because he really help my brother a lot) evening dress, dat dress make me to 2nd heat. in the 2nd heat, i really did my best perfomance to the audience because back at that stages, my brother really lecture me a lot, he ask me to walk and smile to the audience, dun 4get..i always remember he saying dat word......and i manage to the final heat(3rd heat).....i really2 can see my brother wasting a lot of money to buy me color contact lens, a pair of skinny jeans(dat year 2007, people really wasted money for this type of jeans), high heels, BIKINI(yeah i noe, im lucky)....and buy new make up(sheseido brand arr)...for this final heat.....arr and also false long hair.....i think almost RM1,000 he spent for this event....gosh.....dat nyte i really i felt that im da most beauty,(ya lar, all new maa...new bikini, new shoes, new lens and new hair--false hair ma---), dats y i think im da most beauty, before doin my catwalk, like always my bro will lecture me, and he hope doin the best...so dat nyte i really do my best ever catwalk....liplap...liplap...liplap...liplap...liplap...liplap...liplap...liplap...and the result is out.....yeahhhhhhhhh.. i got 2nd runner up...uhhhhhhhhhh, wat i heard from the other participant talkin.."ihhhh, main buyuk tue dia...mentang2 abg dia kenal tue pengadil.."...hey u all, saya teda main buyuk arr....sy bt baik2 suda tue tau...yg kalah tue ngaku jak lar..ndak paya ckp byk....tahun depan cuba lg...hahhhaahhahahahhahaha......
Now me at year of 2008, no more lack of confident, and always trust that everyone is ugly, beauty only on faces, but important is beauty in the brain...wat i noe is me is different form years before, my mouth no insurance, i talk wat i want to talk, i do wat i want to do...i luv to share wit certain people only, like my nephew and my fren in the office, wat color is my spender and bra, c john bilang.."chell cpat2 lar ko jalan, ndak paya lg sy tgk santut ko ari2..."hahahhahaha.. John boy, sharin is caring, mcm c mimie ckp.....back to topic.....i really want to thank you to my brother, i think now I should say my Late BROTHER CLARENCE, who pass away on the 12th June 2008, on 1246am in Queen Elizabeth, it is hurt when u are not around, without u, me still like old me, u teach me how to care not only myself but also this family, u have been suffer almost 1 years of cancer, i always remember the day where i take care of u at house and also kuching, hospital...i really i wanted to apologize when u are back to kk, i really wanted to say sorry because always saying have no time goin back at mum house, times really pass so fast, i still remember ur last breathing, and when u left us.......i really hope it is a dream...in fact it is not...u really left us, Rest In Peace Brother Clarence......

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100 days

after workin....workin....and workin for so long hours....today at last can take a breath and take a rest...hurmmmm not rest lar...all my family members comin back today.....all of us are here at last...it is happy to be 2gether..all of us are here bcoz this occasion is very important to us...is my late brother , Clarence Laiyap Goduli, have been 100 days away from us...we miss u so much..its hurt when have to refresh back all sad things...
here is the picture of my late brother, may Your Soul Rest In Peace...