A not cinderella life story

its been a while...

2010-08-29T10:17:00.000-07:00

phew.....ignoring my blog for hurmmmm almost dunno how many months...lot of unexpected things are happening...hurmmm dunno how to start...hehehe really blank no idea...update soon!

Complicated feeling + Mood

2009-11-29T03:24:00.000-08:00

it's been a while didn't update my diary here..heheheh..just wanted to share some of my thought..just wonderding i'm always said that i hate hyprocrite but i don't even know that actually i am or myself is hyprocrite, coz whenever im saying that.'owh i hate this and that people' but actually im doing this thing everyday and suprise2 i didnt ever realize it, owh man im very pathetic..and i hate when things like this happen, just make me hate myself..ohhh god -___-"..
Sometimes i do think that i need a counseling, coz when pathetic mood is on i can felt that everyone around me seem that don't like me and this make me crazy...owhhhh..help me god...and even worst i feel that im cheating myself to love someone, i tried but i just can't forgot past thing..owh god....
My mood for this few weeks its not good, and poor my sayang is the mangsa to release my bad temper, sorry sayang..tq for understanding me...just don't know what happen to me....GOD pls help me...what should i do now?

Pathetic Mood

2009-11-21T18:25:00.000-08:00

NO MOOD

Kids nowdays are lucky

2009-11-15T06:39:00.000-08:00

Today went out with DH to 1borneo, on my way for searching something, something getting me interested to do sam pat po..kekkekke...one of this girl, i think only secondary kids lar, the parents bought her a DSLR Canon Camera, and im bit jealous oso ba, coz i need to work and work and work for how many months till i earn some money from my pay to buy that things and this lucky girl only need to say "Mum i need a camera" then the mum oso bought for her..so lucky lar the girl..
Some how,i do wish money is easy to earn but it is not, i oso dunno how to lick my boss butt or the leg to get increment for my salary...haishhhh, i suppose to thank GOD for what i have today's...its not easy to have good job and im suppose to be proud of my self coz everything that i have now its from my own money and this can teach me how to survive for my future...(>_<)"

Dear Taiko

2009-11-12T03:29:00.000-08:00

Xmas is coming, just wonder here how are u there, its been 1 year 5 months u have left us here...i really miss all the moment that how we spend our time for talking....Taiko, since u gone, our situation at home totally change, don't have time to clean to house, we done our own thing without helping each other...Taiko, everytime when i think of u, i always remember u said u hope between sibling relationship u hope that we will have good relationship, but i dunno why between us we just cannot have the good relationship, u are the one guide us everytime we having problem here, but now u gone...Taiko, mummy always mention of u everyday i sent her to work...Taiko, i know how to drive already, how i wish i can send u to anywhere u like now. Taiko, i use to be a proper manage time when u are around but now i do realize i have change, everyday i came back from work i only know to play online games, it used to be u are the one will advise me but now no one can advise me like u have done before...Taiko, i really miss the moment i share my problem with u, i have a lot things need to share with u, i just dunno whom should i share with now...Taiko...pls appear in my dream, i really need talk with u...i missed u so much, Xmas without u is very painful for me....Rest In Peace, Taiko

BOSSES don't EVER treat us like this

2009-11-11T03:38:00.000-08:00

Have u ever feel like the above picture...ooohhhh boss we don't like shit....

Why I fired my Secretary.

2009-11-04T05:28:00.000-08:00

Last week was my birthday
and I didn't feel very well
waking up on that morning.

I went downstairs for breakfast
hoping my wife would be pleasant and say,
"Happy Birthday!",
and possibly have a small present for me.

As it turned out,
she barely said good morning,
let alone
" Happy Birthday."

I thought...
Well,
that's marriage for you,
but the kids....
They will remember.

My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast
and didn't say a word.
So when I left for the office,
I felt pretty low
and somewhat despondent.

As I walked into my office,
my secretary Jane said,
"Good Morning Boss,
and by the way
Happy Birthday ! "
It felt a little better
that at least someone had remembered.

I worked until one o'clock ,
when Jane knocked on my door
and said, "You know,
It's such a beautiful day outside,
and it is your Birthday,
what do you say we go out to lunch,
just you and me."
I said, "Thanks, Jane,
that's the greatest thing
I've heard all day.
Let's go !"

We went to lunch.
But we didn't go
where we normally would go.
She c hose instead at a quite bistro
with a private table.
We had two martinis each
and I enjoyed the meal tremendously.

On the way back to the office,
Jane said, "You know,
It's such a beautiful day...
We don't need to go straight back to the office,
Do We ?"

I responded,
"I guess not.
What do you have in mind ?"
She said,
"Let's drop by my apartment,
it's just around the corner."

After arriving at her apartment,
Jane turned to me and said,
" Boss, if you don't mind,
I'm going to step into the bedroom
for just a moment.
I'll be right back."

"Ok." I nervously replied.

She went into the bedroom and,

after a couple of minutes,

she came out

carrying a huge birthday cake ...

Followed

by my wife,

my kids,

and dozens of my friends

and co-workers,

all singing "Happy Birthday".

And I just sat there...

On the couch...

Naked.

OoooOOOOOO Snap

2009-10-11T01:16:00.000-07:00

as per promises by me.....this is the pic that been snap by one of the staff that have brave to take picture the king of bluffing bos.

ohh boss, u say when tired u do taichi...sooo erghhh liar....i saw wat u do(So u are ZZZzzzZZZ working time yeah) ....arghhhhhhhh psst...secret....kekekke

D.R.E.A.M

2009-08-30T07:27:00.000-07:00

When we talk about dream, i know u all will say regard ur ambition,wat u wanna to be in future,wat car, women, guys, clothes, branded things ur are dreamed to have it...but this post its not the dream that i have mention it just now, its regarding we having the dreamming while sleeping, just now my sis called me, she said again that she is dreamming my late brother, before further story i do realise my blog always mention my late bro, yeahh who doesn't miss the one left u 4 ever n ever...hhehehe....my sis said on the dreamming she dreammed that she meet my late brother on some highway, she do mention hows my late brother look like,and my late bro said "Doc cannot save" sort of like that lar, quite remember wat my sis told me..so my dearly sis pls do comment regarding the wat he had said arr...hehehhe..my sis told me she scared...and this dream is very coincident with one accident that happen with my uncle this evening, condolence to all my cousin, so sad to heard about it, my mum just couldn't be strong enough to pass me this news, she is crying and very anxious..she do told me that my cousin do call her twice...and this accident happen when my uncle is cycling his bicycle on the road, n hit by lorry....and my mum told me he died on the spot...OMG i do shocked...i can't drive my mum to papar, coz i need to take care my 2 nieces at home, so my dad sent my mum to papar, until 10.46pm they haven't back yet, yesh when someone is pass away, RELATIVE N FAMILY SUPPORT is very important, because i do "mengalami" this thing before..ALL MY RELATIVES is at the hospital when my late brother is suffered for his last day at this world, and their support do make me realize that they are very important, and now i know why my mum always scolded me when my relatives invite us to wedding or other occasion i didn't even bother or don't event attend..and my perception here is do what my sis have dreamt last nite is related with this accident happen...i really confuse.....erghhhh binggung a while...and sorry for the lack of blogging..sy malas ba..hehehe...my next post will be regarding my boss......hint for next post ZZzzZZzzzzzZZZzzzzz...hHhHahhaahha stay tuned yeahhh..

How are you going to tell the taxi driver when thing like this happen???

2009-06-26T17:19:00.000-07:00

How are you going to tell the taxi driver..........????

Driver : Nak ke mana cik?
Penumpang : Saya nak ke bandar Sunway. Dekat jer, rumah saya kat Jalan Puki Mak U Lah...
Driver : Cik, kita ni orang Melayu. Tak boleh ke gunakan bahasa yang lebih sopan.
Penumpang : Nak sopan macam mana lagi bang. Dah memang itu nama jalannya.
Driver : %$#@&*

Nothing...hehehehe

2009-06-21T02:20:00.000-07:00

happy fathers day to all the gentlemen & hansem dad....seems so funny becoz me n my sis sala tgk calender...hahaha...we tot father's day are last week...lol....so funny...i rush my bf bring me secret recipe at warisan 4 buying cake for daddy...now i know why the waiter laugh at me when the ask wat shud they put on top of the cake...i say "happy father's day"...lol..then they ketawa sinis...never mind lar at least we do celebrate earlier...TO MY DRUNKY HANSEM DAD..HEHEH...HAPY FATHERS DAY...may God Bless u & Keep young always

- didn't take my dad pic..hahhaha..jus use previous pic lar..hhehheh...

Ysterday, me n my wowow..hahhaha..i mean my hubby...he use to call me miaw2 & i called n wowow2..hahahah...we decide to use the voucher from tatu cafe at Shangrila Tjg Aru..sponsored by my sis..tq yeahh..we havin buffet dinner...lol...yeahhh 5 star hotel..so wat..the food...jus okey...compare to promenade buffet..i prefer chose promenade..adui suda lar free mkn byk complain lg...hahha...not to much choice compare promenade..lol...then my wowow....byk kong (TALK a.k.a COMPLAIN) the food bla...bla...bla.....bla...bla.....bla...bla.... save by the waiter the drinks arrive then he shut up..thank god...hahha...
hmmm...after finish food ba diz...hehheheh

1st Anniversary Memorial Service

2009-06-11T05:07:00.000-07:00

1ST ANNIVERSARY
In Loving Memory Of The Late

CLARENCE LAIYAP GODULI

BORN : 13TH FEBRUARY, 1973
DEPARTED : 12TH JUNE, 2008

Clarence, it’s been a year you’ve gone, and our hearts are still heavy as we weep for you. WE MISS YOU SO DEARLY. We had hoped to wake up and say this is all but only a bad dream. God took you home for it was His will .Our consolation is that God loves you more. We speak your name with love and pride. We thank you for the years of love and care for you have given us. We will forever love you.

Deeply Missed, Always Loved and Forever Remembered By:

FATHER : WILLIAM LAIYAP GODULI
MOTHER : MARY DIONYSIUS @ ROSE
BROTHERS : PETER BRIAN LAIYAP
GERALD JONES LAIYAP
SISTERS : EVELYN LAIYAP GODULI
SLYVIA LAIYAP GODULI
SANDRA JOAN LAIYAP
RACHEL JOYCE LAIYAP
TRACY MARYWIL LAIYAP
JOCELYN ANNABEL LAIYAP
FOSTER FAMILY: V. NATESAN (KHAN,SHEILA,JASMINE,KOSH
AND PRAKASH)

BROTHER-IN-LAWS, SISTER-IN-LAWS, UNCLES, AUNTIES, COUSINS, NEPHEWS, NIECES. AND FRIENDS.

ALL RELATIVES AND FRIENDS ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO THE 1ST ANNIVERSARY MEMORIAL PRAYER ON SATURDAY 13TH JUNE, 2009 AT 1.00PM TO BE HELD AT OUR RESIDENCE LOT 586, JLN. DENAWAN 4, TAMAN PANTAI LOK KAWI.

Jesus said: “ I am the resurrection and the life, He who believes in me will live even though he dies.” John 11:25

CONTACT
Residence: 088 750270

i like it...

2009-05-24T05:59:00.000-07:00

yeahhh..im so freaking happy now..yeshhhhhhhhhhhhhh..yippiiiiieeeeeeee....my boss is goin to his vacation...then the boys oso taking the chances to givin boss execuses to goin out station to visit the dealers, then only me left at the department..

I just hate it when things like this hapen...

2009-05-12T07:22:00.000-07:00

recently i do realise something, and this things came out from my mind...wat FRIEND are use to have when we need there help....i do realise got some of frens that i have only came when they are in problem, its ok for me but wat i hate the most, when i try to call them or jus wana have chit chat wit them, heard like not interested with wat im talking, BUT when they starting to talk...they didnt even border weather u r interested it or not...just very the triple hate it ..my message for those fren, hnnnnnmmmm no thank you to receive ur call anymore, pls when u are in problem then dun find me, my face neither my own body is to settle ur problem..adios amigos..

as per promise..Unduk ngadau costume

2009-05-10T05:18:00.001-07:00

helo again...

as per promises....below is the picture costume for UN

Above- Tuaran Costume - Dun wory this costume come with full accessories n for ur info once again hehehhe the price is RM150.00 (Promotion Price since this is the 1st tym in renting the costume..)

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Below- Penampang - FYI i have 2 costume for penampang
Costume info- for this costume it comes with himpogut & tangkung...n sorry yeahhh for this costume i only have himpogut n NO tangkung
Price is RM80.00

Pls do not hestitate to email me if u need to rent this costume. my email racheljoyce_lg@yahoo.com.....for those not actively emailing then u can call me hehhehe...016-8181286 (chell hp) ..hhehhee

when ur gone

2009-04-19T03:14:00.000-07:00

while im doin house keepin for my lap top suddenly i found this picture...and my tear doesn't stop dropping...i miss him so much....i found all of his pic before he left us 4ever...this pic taken during his birthday, and i never ever forget wat he have told me for doing preparation for his birthday and i never 4got he told me this word "maybe this is my last birthday"...my mouth just keeping zipped because im speechless for wat have he told me....i remembered he wish to do a grand birthday party since he never celebrate or even throw a party for his birthday since he was kid, but for all this preparation there is lot of things hapen, 1st my parents didn't agreed it. 2ndly my parents said it is very costly...and i remembered that nite...we have this this discussion outside the house, it is very cleared in my mind that he crying and i mean both of us crying because we have own problem, his problem is he sad that my parents didnt agreed to throw a party in the house and mine is havin fight wit my lil bro...we both cry and this is the 1st tym ever i had this kind of conversation wit my family....Dear God, i pray that my brother will have eternal peace rest with u rite now... God, pls told him that i really miss him, and pls told him that im very sorry for every act that have make him mad of me....Amen....

i remembered this pic he said he luv this pic because he said this pic remind him of Jesus Chirst

and this cake is his favourite one, chocolate indulgence from secret recipe...

Our last pic wit him.....even u gone u still is beside us...........

Mum & Dad proud of u

Him wit his Foster Family

the frenss

and he is very active in choir....and this is his choir group member-SUARA BAYU

the house crowded wit his frens

he is enjoyed all nite wit lotsa fun thing

this is his primary teacher....

me n my sis

that nite is the memorable nite ever for us, mum n dad thanks for granted his wish, and he will remembered it even he is not around us anymore....
and after all of this sudden things happen, a lot of thing appeared in my mind, and i only can say this one..God created me to have a LIFE, and this LIFE is only once, soo for whom ever i ever had fighthing before pls 4give me, i really sorry for all the bad attitude....and this message i should say to someone that i had hurt her before...

and before end of this posting i would like to thanks a lot to MARTIN BUGUK...when my bro is sick u are the one whom helping him a lot...

UNDUK NGADAU IS COMIN

2009-04-04T04:09:00.000-07:00

for all the gurl from sabah specially from KK area.......unduk ngadau is around the corner...FYI im renting all the traditional costume such as from district of Penampang, Tuaran n Papar.......
- Penampang Custome renting price is RM60 not included accessories (original siling)
- Papar Custome renting price is RM120 included full accesories....(FYI tingot is not ori one and siling is original one)
- Tuaran Costume renting is RM150 included full accesories (original siling)...
Picture will be shown nex post.....any info pls do email me racheljoyce_lg@yahoo.com...tq

oh my boss......

2009-03-27T09:02:00.000-07:00

i jus hate it when my boss askin to havin discussion becoz end up wit the discussion for sure he will talk about the office politic, boss do u realize that u r actin, do u realize dat u only pretending...i really hate when he start talkin about office politic.....he jus suka ati tembak people from blakang & 2day i nearly wan to shout one of the exec....when the boss is askin he sumthin, he only know to blame other people, jus imagine when my boss said...i ask u to find the document "DID U FOUND IT"...n then the exec answered the boss like this, "bos not u ask me to find it, the "A" person ask me to find it, he said he ody file it"...n then i look at the exec ufiercely...becoz the boss is askin him, but the way he answered the boss jus like blamming this "A" person, not logic at all.....n i realize watever the boss ask him, he will not answered the question at all, he only keep blamming other people, i really dun like this situation at all when havin the discussion, for avoiding to slap sumbody, i jus went out from the boss room, becoz i really canot tahan people back stabbin other, yeshhh i noe is rude but to avoid from slapin the exec its better jus goin outside like dat.... my advise for those is BOSS, pls lar..pls lar....u only can act in the office as a boss, but at outside u jus an ordinary people, jus imagine when u doin sumthing bad, back stabbin or watever, when u r pension, for sure ur staff WILL NOT go n attend ur function, and ur staff will not helping u when u havin problem, so for all the bossess outside there, pls apperciate with u staff, treat them as u fren, coz we only live for once, jus imagine when u r dead, no one will come n give u last respect, how sad would u be if u watchin thr....jus think about it

lazy bloggin

2009-03-04T03:17:00.000-08:00

my sis always called me n askin y not updated ur blog...well here is the answer..im lazy...no time...bz dattin...hurmmm wat more.....but here's come another problem dat i got time to go n have a read others people blog..weird is it.....hehhehe..
for this posts, i jus wana share more bout one of my fren...she's damn pretty but no brain..weird huh...meaning no brain here is not that she is stupid, she's gud for her study, excellent result...bla2 watever lar....but this gurl, very geram when talkin about her, she is heat2 chicken shit type (i mean very over the heat lar)..(hangat2 taik ayam in malay)...everytime when she ask to go out, for sure i will say yesh n we make it as an appointment, but the problem here is she is dun dare to pick my phone during our appointment date, damn lar...i dunno wat is the problem, if cannot go out jus pick up the phone my dear and jus say cannot make it...not one or twice she have doin me like this, end up i jus make her as my lost contact fren....i remember when she is having problem wit his bf, she's call me say wan end up her's life lar watever lar, i shouted at her stop doin like dat, for stoppin her doin stupid things, i told her come gurl we go hang out sum where, she's agreed and we called one of our fren , where this our fren oso in luv wit this gurl and jus agreed so he dun care how far is the distance among him, me n oso this gurl house..on his way goin my home, my house very far u noe, from KK to papar, imagine lar...ok on his way to my house this guy called me, to prepare and called the gurl to wait us, so i called n called n called n called n called n called this gurl, she's didnt pick up the phone, so i called the guy, told him dat this gurl is not goin man, she's didnt pick up my phone, and this guy shouted at me "kamurang nie kasi susa sy sj bilang mau pg knapa sy on the way suda baru ckp ndak jadi"...wat can i do is just diam2 n let the guy shouted at me..hurmmmm, this is becoz of this gurl lar....another story is this gurl called me month ago, suddenly lar, ask me to go out, n this tym im not gonna be stupid any longer, i jus straight to the point told her, "ko slalu ckp kluar tp ndak jg ko kluar last2...ko bg sy num ko, sy kasi confirm lar klau mau kluar ar..the gurl jus laugh n give me this alasan, "ala siou chell hp sy low bat", n i answered her "hurm teda kaitan ba kan klau mau number sm hp low bat, bukan hp ko ndak bleh charge kan"... the gurl kept quiet..so at last i didnt get her mobile num oso...n for confirmation for goin out dat nyte, i called to her office, wah lao she is the receptionist cum admin n person in charge pick up the phone, when she pick n heard my voice, she directly hang the phone, very rude lar gurl,, so i called her second tym, this time her fren pick n like they already discuss, her fren told me she's in the toilet..since that case, i really fed up with the beauty without brain gurl...i made my mind to lost contact wit her...i really hope u readin this gurl, FYI nex tym i will not entertain any of ur call..adios amigos my little rude n bauty without brain gurl....

my lepak place

2009-01-05T05:50:00.000-08:00

guess whr is it...when i get bored i always wastin my time here.....sittin alone n dreamin to be rich one day..(i hope)

while dreamin, i could deeply felt that im rich bcoz of this thing always bring sumthin smell good...can u guess it whr am i now...

yeshhhhhhh....im here

ahhahahhahahha.......my lepak place....sumtime when i get bored...i could sleep at here even can 'poo poo' here almost 1 hour..kekkekek..my boss tot im doin filling but narghhh.........my sleepin place of coz be here..............

ahhhhhhhh tat blue color usually i dun touch lar but the toilet bowl...1 step close the top cover n then of coz doin my job sleepin...

p\s....if u wan to try can but makesure u have 2 wash ur face before goin out from toilet........

no title

2008-11-28T18:44:00.000-08:00

hurmmmm..i tot after changing new enviroment of workin place could change..darnnn but not, yeahh its good working wit this company, no works to do since my 1st day until end of month, darnnn mkn gaji buta lar kita ckp....i gettin bored for workin this company, from HOD to the Exec, all them i dunno wat to say, keep bz doin their things, but they didnt see me they sittin borin and dunno wat to do,duhhhh, i keep askin them is thr i can help, alway say "NO".......sumtym i go to the toilet n get a nap thr...hehheheh :)).....sumtym at toilet i will spend 30 minutes to take my nap thr....dun worry lar dat company toilet is clean no man allowed to go thr....hehehhe
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You are always.....In Our Memory....

2008-10-01T04:27:00.000-07:00

i still remember when i was 13 to 15 years, with the look of me are nerdy....ugly....and no guys will approach me as HIS boyfriend.....yeahhh,who doesnt admit will jealous lookin to our fren dating in the school...that tym i really lack of confident (coz i noe im ugly), and only dreaming having bf.....lucky my brother, change me....(not really like cinderella story suddenly change all of me)...my Brother change me by stepping...wat i mean is from using spectacles to lenses...when me ages of 16 years, i started using contact lense...wat can i say is my brother really interested wit beauty....he change me a lot, he teach me how to shape my eyebrow..and i told u it is really..wat we call magic...i look very different...and from there i learn to communicate with people surrounding me.....and i still remember he ask me to join beauty pegeant, we called at Sabah..Unduk Ngadau...not joining big event beauty pegeant arrr..only kampung2 1, it is really funny coz i really dunno how to walk...how to talk and how to attract audience....but i wat i can told u....i never look at the audience...i just look at the floor when is my turn to cat walk..ya lar..1st tym, im scared ma....and my brother mara me, coz not doin good perfomance...betul2 malu lar me at dat tym....10 of participant, i got no.8..hahhahahaaahhahahhaaha :))...not bad lar..1st tym ma..at least i have present to take...hehheheh....slowly...my brother learn how to make up...doin hair..all dat..without attend any courses, because most of his fren are make up artist, so he can learn from there, i still remember last year 2007, i join one of this Raz Ma Tazz, miss petite, my brother really2 work hard for me for this event, he doin all the hair, make up..i really luv it coz i really luk different, damn very tired for this event, because this event have 3 heats, i remember when im in the 1 st heat, i almost didnt manage to 2nd heat, lucky im wearing Mr. Martin Buguk(really proud to said his name because he really help my brother a lot) evening dress, dat dress make me to 2nd heat. in the 2nd heat, i really did my best perfomance to the audience because back at that stages, my brother really lecture me a lot, he ask me to walk and smile to the audience, dun 4get..i always remember he saying dat word......and i manage to the final heat(3rd heat).....i really2 can see my brother wasting a lot of money to buy me color contact lens, a pair of skinny jeans(dat year 2007, people really wasted money for this type of jeans), high heels, BIKINI(yeah i noe, im lucky)....and buy new make up(sheseido brand arr)...for this final heat.....arr and also false long hair.....i think almost RM1,000 he spent for this event....gosh.....dat nyte i really i felt that im da most beauty,(ya lar, all new maa...new bikini, new shoes, new lens and new hair--false hair ma---), dats y i think im da most beauty, before doin my catwalk, like always my bro will lecture me, and he hope doin the best...so dat nyte i really do my best ever catwalk....liplap...liplap...liplap...liplap...liplap...liplap...liplap...liplap...and the result is out.....yeahhhhhhhhh.. i got 2nd runner up...uhhhhhhhhhh, wat i heard from the other participant talkin.."ihhhh, main buyuk tue dia...mentang2 abg dia kenal tue pengadil.."...hey u all, saya teda main buyuk arr....sy bt baik2 suda tue tau...yg kalah tue ngaku jak lar..ndak paya ckp byk....tahun depan cuba lg...hahhhaahhahahahhahaha......
Now me at year of 2008, no more lack of confident, and always trust that everyone is ugly, beauty only on faces, but important is beauty in the brain...wat i noe is me is different form years before, my mouth no insurance, i talk wat i want to talk, i do wat i want to do...i luv to share wit certain people only, like my nephew and my fren in the office, wat color is my spender and bra, c john bilang.."chell cpat2 lar ko jalan, ndak paya lg sy tgk santut ko ari2..."hahahhahaha.. John boy, sharin is caring, mcm c mimie ckp.....back to topic.....i really want to thank you to my brother, i think now I should say my Late BROTHER CLARENCE, who pass away on the 12th June 2008, on 1246am in Queen Elizabeth, it is hurt when u are not around, without u, me still like old me, u teach me how to care not only myself but also this family, u have been suffer almost 1 years of cancer, i always remember the day where i take care of u at house and also kuching, hospital...i really i wanted to apologize when u are back to kk, i really wanted to say sorry because always saying have no time goin back at mum house, times really pass so fast, i still remember ur last breathing, and when u left us.......i really hope it is a dream...in fact it is not...u really left us, Rest In Peace Brother Clarence......

---(to be continued)--------

100 days

2008-09-19T16:17:00.000-07:00

after workin....workin....and workin for so long hours....today at last can take a breath and take a rest...hurmmmm not rest lar...all my family members comin back today.....all of us are here at last...it is happy to be 2gether..all of us are here bcoz this occasion is very important to us...is my late brother , Clarence Laiyap Goduli, have been 100 days away from us...we miss u so much..its hurt when have to refresh back all sad things...
here is the picture of my late brother, may Your Soul Rest In Peace...